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Sunday, October 2, 2011
Saturday, October 1, 2011
Looking forward to the holiday
My last exam will be on Oct 3rd and I will get a long holiday after that until end of Oct. I have planned many things to do during break but in reality, I might not be doing all the things ( financial limit) ,you know what I am talking about. haha
Anyhow, I've talked with Austin and he agreed to take me to Siam Park which I ever wanted to go once before I graduate. I used to go there once with my family back in 2006 also in October (if my memory serves me right). Now, we will be going there again. Yayyy!
I believe it's gonna be fun and we will take good pictures,eating nice foods, swimming and playing in park. I have been waiting for this day for so long since last year. Austin's friends are not sure about going with us but we decided , actually I decided to get a cheaper ticket to save money to spend in other things. With or without them, I'm still fine as long as we two can enjoy our time. Austin seems bored to go with me alone but he will try to convince his friends to take photos for us.
By the way, my mom wants me to come back during the break but I want to stay at home and rest. I lose some weights and that will make her sad when she sees me. That's the one reason and I don't feel like traveling during my relax time too. So, she will probably fly to me before my last semester ends. I am really sorry for her cause I know she miss me and I miss her too. Anyway, I will try to gain some weights back plus I start taking multivitamins to boost up my system.
Hopefully, I won't be skinny girl in my last semester. Fingers crossed to gain weight! lol
Anyhow, I've talked with Austin and he agreed to take me to Siam Park which I ever wanted to go once before I graduate. I used to go there once with my family back in 2006 also in October (if my memory serves me right). Now, we will be going there again. Yayyy!
I believe it's gonna be fun and we will take good pictures,eating nice foods, swimming and playing in park. I have been waiting for this day for so long since last year. Austin's friends are not sure about going with us but we decided , actually I decided to get a cheaper ticket to save money to spend in other things. With or without them, I'm still fine as long as we two can enjoy our time. Austin seems bored to go with me alone but he will try to convince his friends to take photos for us.
By the way, my mom wants me to come back during the break but I want to stay at home and rest. I lose some weights and that will make her sad when she sees me. That's the one reason and I don't feel like traveling during my relax time too. So, she will probably fly to me before my last semester ends. I am really sorry for her cause I know she miss me and I miss her too. Anyway, I will try to gain some weights back plus I start taking multivitamins to boost up my system.
Hopefully, I won't be skinny girl in my last semester. Fingers crossed to gain weight! lol
He is an ass!
Last night, we had a long talk and I asked him if he ever cheated on me in these years. He told me he didn't but he admitted that he did flirted with some girls. He said it's just for fun, nothing serious and all guys doing it. He said I am the only one he love and the girls are nothing compare to me. I mean why he still doing this if he really loves me.
He flirted with girls especially when we got into fights or when he frustrated with something. This is bullshit! And there's no reasons to flirt with girls to make you feel better. It's just ridiculous! What do these girls think about me? They would probably think I am the cheap bitch who doesn't know her guy is obviously flirting with them. I feel so shameful, insecure and piss off at him. He said he felt guilty after all he was doing these things. Seriously, what do he take me for?
Ughh, what did I do to him to treat me like this?
I understand guys will do guys things but he's my man and everyone knows that we have been dating for more than 3years. If my family find out that, I probably have to dump him to save for myself from evil bf.
He thinks he's smart, chick-magnet and every girls would fall for him if he pull off his zipper, far more than that. haha
He told me he won't do this anymore and he will give me all his passwords when I move to S'pore. Let's see what he will do when I'm not around. He will learn it in hard way that freedom doesn't sweet without me.
He flirted with girls especially when we got into fights or when he frustrated with something. This is bullshit! And there's no reasons to flirt with girls to make you feel better. It's just ridiculous! What do these girls think about me? They would probably think I am the cheap bitch who doesn't know her guy is obviously flirting with them. I feel so shameful, insecure and piss off at him. He said he felt guilty after all he was doing these things. Seriously, what do he take me for?
Ughh, what did I do to him to treat me like this?
I understand guys will do guys things but he's my man and everyone knows that we have been dating for more than 3years. If my family find out that, I probably have to dump him to save for myself from evil bf.
He thinks he's smart, chick-magnet and every girls would fall for him if he pull off his zipper, far more than that. haha
He told me he won't do this anymore and he will give me all his passwords when I move to S'pore. Let's see what he will do when I'm not around. He will learn it in hard way that freedom doesn't sweet without me.
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