Welcome to my blog!

Welcome to my blog!

Hello everybody,
Just a quick greeting from my personal blog,it's gonna be more causal. My school life, my family, my bf, friends,my lovely pet(no longer) , foods, things, people, places, reviews and thoughts. I would be posting as much as I can since I got some free time during this semester. Senior year in school gives me some feeling that I would be leaving the school soon. Sad but thinking about graduation makes me exciting. I want to keep everything happened in my life as a record just in case I lost my memory ( just saying). :D
Feel free to drop by to my blog & leave some nice comments to show that you care. Alright, last not least I'm gonna have dinner & take shower now. Already late for preparing my new blog , take a while of adjusting things to look better. Anyway, have a sweet weekend people! Good night.

Bunny boy

Introducing Mr. Bun Bun

Most of the people don't know that I have a bunny for more than 4months. I would call him my company rather than calling pet cause he's amazingly intelligent and loving boy. When I got him, he was so small and scare.. all of his siblings went to good homes and his mom was at my friend house, where I got him. I trained him to stand up, walk, jump, spin and litter training too.
He quickly learned all these in short period , of course with the bribe (his favorite treat carrot). He love to play around in my room , jump onto my bed and racing with joy. He grown up pretty fast and all I gave him is Hay & pallets, sometimes vegges as a treat only. He's a licker , he would love to lick my fingers, hand to show his affection towards me. Not very long ago, I was on a trip with Austin and it took 2weeks exactly to come back. I left him with my friend, with his mom.
But when I came back, he doesn't remember me at all and refuse to do all tricks either. How sad! Terrible thing is he became aggressive and scare of every sounds I made. Now, I'm finding way back to him , have to start the training all over again. More than that, he accepts me again right now. Not scare of me anymore for God sake.

The thing is the apartment which I'm living in for more than 3 years. They announced the new policy for having pets. No pets, No smoking, No drinking alcohol!! Or You will fine 1000B. I wonder this new law is just to make money. There's no such stupid laws and restrictions in any other apartments. They think their apartment is Hotel or Jail? What the heck!. They didn't say a word for past 4months for having pet and they want to mess with me now. to make money. Hate my life for living here. Can't move out either. sighhh

PS. Oh, you can check out the video of him doing some tricks on youtube. Go click the title of this post and it will bring you to the video.

Laws of friends

Friends? I have many of them since I was little. I was quite popular in high school and lots of people know me that I'm from special class and surrounded by lovely buddies. If some of them got a fight, I was always a middle man and brought peace towards them. I would be getting "best friend of the year" based on my personality among friends. I do have nice personality, what would you call..easy going, funny, honest and active girl.

As time goes by, many of my friends were separated by different colleges, universities. Some went to aboard to study. Some just doing nothing , hanging out with new buddies where they met in English speaking classes , computer classes or something like that. But I never failed to contact all of them. I called them very often, went on date with them since I didn't have a bf at that time.

Childhood friends, of course they still living near my neighborhood. We used to play together, eat together, sleep together, got in fight together, I had pretty much fun time with them too. Now, they all grown up and walk their own way. I do hope that they had some memory from childhood, including ME!

Some kind of friends ask me for help to do something and once they got what they want, they don't bother to say thank you to me. But I don't mind them cause' I consider them as my friends. I am not losing anything for helping them too. Some friends who got really close with me from the past seems not so friendly when we met again. Some misunderstood me and dumped me. I never tried to explain them though. They just don't see the real me, so I let them go. Some got a bf and asked to leave some space for their privacy. Well, it's their lives!

Some classmates became friends and we hanged out for lunch and shopping but it's rare. I don't go along with people who boast on their properties like branded things, cars,etc.Honestly, I don't care whether they eat in HiSo restaurants or how they spend on their shopping or what kinda clothing or accessories they use. I hate those sort of fake friends. They are just trying to show off their things and compete with each others.I'm not jealous here but all their spending came from their parents. Nothing impressive!

Anyway, those people are always walking in and out of my life and claim to be my friends. No matter how long or short period I spend together with them, I still thankful for being with me.Good or bad is nothing I can do cause they choose to be my friends. I love all my buddies.! Seriously. :D

Relationship diaster

Have you ever experienced any problems in your relationship? I do! well, this might be a normal issue to anyone who's been in long term commitment with your partner. People do change over time, believe me! I've been through all the changes he had been and I have to admit that I myself changed too. From 2008 to 2011, we've been stick together really firm and nobody couldn't break us down unless we want to. Lately, I found out that he's making out with the new girl over his BB chat and I'm beside him lying on the bed. He doesn't mind me watching him chatting with girls but the thing is I DO MIND! I didn't noticed how far he's been reach to with that girl but I'm pretty sure that conversation was pretty smooth like the beginning of something. I kept watching him without saying anything until he turn off his phone to go for bed. He thought I'm okay with this matter, hell no! How am I suppose to be alright when my bf is chit chat with new girl and threw some flirty words, (lol..:P blah blah blah) Just think about it. I said it's time for bed and what he said to her was "we gonna continue discuss about this later".
What the holy fuck is happening beside me? He has more things to discuss with her when I am not around? When I brought about this matter to him , he simply said you don't need to worry just friends. HA HA HA! That's my reaction to his words. There's a rule in this world in case you don't know a bf and the girl can never be good friends without conflict with his gf. That's the nature, I hate it but it's true. No jealous or anything like that. Just pissed off the way he treated that girl is the way he did to me in the beginning of our relationship. I can't blame to the girl since I know guys are no good and always find a way to cheat girls. Call me pessimistic but I had really bad experience in cheating and breaking relationship in my family and also in the environment I've grown up. Talking about cheating remind me of my dad who left the family for his business partner wife. I swear by after that day I will never let my own family happen that.
I'm not looking for a perfect guy. Someone who I can learn on when I tired, who can swipe away my tears without asking why, who can stay with me for his entire life and the most important things is to love me and faithful to me. Am I demanding too much? I guess not. Anyway, I want to stay out of relationship sometimes. It's been really hard for me to maintain this relationship by one side while he doesn't care that much. Ending with someone can be a beginning with another one. Should I let him go? or hold on to him? Well, time will tell. All I can do is wait & see.